Really just goofing around till I get sleepy enough to pull up the sheets and call it a night, I apologize for all the tangeant, I am hoping that my ramble would be more organized and have a better direction next time and hopefully a better command of english, listening back ... Im like wth is he saying? My vocabulary all messed up, forget grammer .. they were left in the dust the minute I say hey .. hey. This is all impromptu, unplanned .. ok, messy! but ill make a concerted effort to be more blu collar and presentable next time you hear my voice i wont choke you to death or render you deaf, hopefully my ramble would kill few minutes of nothing to do time or maybe envigorate you to go out and save the world, ya never kno. In conclusion, I am literally tearing myself out of the box, dragging myself tru the cyberspace mud and grime to peel off the insecurities, the fear, stagnation, self doubt and maybe sum childhood trauma? I really dont know, hopefully with this podcast ill be able to trangress and hopefully by speakling out loud even when no one listening, it somehow has a positive impact to restore balance and guide my way to restore. Healing, that is what Im searching over, I am detecting me going on a tangeant again here but subconsciously, this is already working .. I am slowly but surely, opening up. May this journey at its infancy help me and others. We all can grow together, learn from each other, listen to each other, share and support each other, that all sounds insanely awesome but it has to start from you. I have to start from the inside. This is a preparation, lack structure but it has a destination. May we all reach there someday!