Cari talks about the trials, tribulations and joys of new motherhood, the life that went before it and the life that follows. From a stellar career in television production to the perils of vertigo at pop concerts, Cari shares her passions, her dreams and her determination that the invisibility of the middle-aged woman should become a thing of the past.

Soft Cell - Say Hello,Wave Goodbye
Sad Café - Every Day Hurts
Badly Drawn Boy - You Were RIght
Little Mix - Power
Michelle Shocked - Anchorage
Obi - Creatures
Lloyd Cole - Lost Weekend
Graham Coxon - Bittersweet Bundle of Misery
Phil Oakey and Giorgio Moroder - Together in Electric Dreams
The Smiths - William
The Pixies - Here Comes Your Man
Billy Bragg - Greetings to the New Brunette
David Bowie - Everyone Says Hi
Teardrop Explodes - Reward
Bob Dylan - Tangled Up in Blue