I HAVE RECIVED MANY EMAILS ASKING ME WHY I DO NOT LIKE THE MONTH OF OCTOBER, AND WHY IT IS SO HARD FOR ME, WHY I DREAD THE 10TH MONTH OF THE YEAR, FOR EXAMPLE: Dear Jazz, How can You love Horror Films but not Like October, can you please explain? thanks & hope you are well your F4L From the United Kingdom Henry O. well For Henry and for the other F4Ls who have asked it is time i guess for me to eplain just why that is, and warning this will not be a Nice tale. it is 100 % real and Honest, and it will not be an easy tale hear, but the important thing to remember is I still Overcame a lot as you will hear, and continue to make my Dreams Come true, while Helping others to do the same, just I Know that This is one that is just as hard for me to do, but it is who i am, ask and you shall recvied, but as we have heard on many time from others, be careful what you wish for. as i often tell other, if you Ask me a Question, make sure you really want me to answer because i will 100% and some people have thought twice.