The mind is a powerful thing beloved, is our mindset making the grade? Are you moving towards healing your mindset, moving towards healing all of you, You only live once is correct, but your old enough to start processes of healing and moving forward in your journey as a beacon , innitiate and some day if god willing and I am allows, you become an elder to lead other beacons. Start with your temple, your inner eternal circle , pyramid and inner light. It starts with yourself internal.