There is a saying about a person very close to you- they are refered to as your "ride or die" meaning that person will stick with you no matter what. Thats easier said than done unless you are talking about Jesus Christ. He is the only one that will never ever leave us or forsake us (we can leave and forsake him). What do you know about him? The more you know about Jesus the more you change and the more confidence you will have that He is indeed your "live" (for sure).