July24, 2000: A new showcase to display my art

Out late last night…did an interview with Macy Gray. Hell no I’m not proud of it! My questions were too long and she was too gifted. I got what I wanted! She agreed to do material for a new show I’ll be writing and producing. The thought of helping to create a show based on one of my characters is extremely exciting—the reward will do anything but benefit the one whose life will be sacrificed. I think that’s why my stomach hurts this morning—the constant drive to bleed every inch of myself into a cup won’t stop til I’m dead. Radio moments aren’t incredible ratings…true moments are based on the emotions severed ten thousand times by the people giving the party. For one brief moment you feel as if you belong—in reality, you’re still a piece of shit.